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The Wolf That Brings Flowers

by Charity Bliss

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1.
I'll commandeer your heart, with everything I have left Recreate a movie scene, with that last cigarette Owned an 89' Buick Century You owned the blood in my veins, you were cooler than me Your southern drawl rolled off your tongue As we rolled around in the backseat You've got something that I want to use Against the world Treat me like that Springsteen record You play over and over again Even though you know damn well "Thunder Road" always skips a minute in But babe we're dreaming, ain't that what life is for When I hold you, you hold me tighter It keeps me begging for more You've got something that I want to use Against the world I hate who I was a year ago But everyone hates my new clothes I sell myself short just to pay the rent It's not my fault I can't relate to jazz standards of yesterday But like you said, I'm good at something I just wish I knew if I was alive Your mouth on mine Lost in time Am I right You've got something that I want to use Against the world Voicemail: Hey bud, even if you don't hear this until like tomorrow.. or whatever you know, while you're sleeping. It's just like, I know you wish you were home, and I know you wish you were making memories with everybody.. and I know this and I know that. But, you're doing what you need to do and then you know.. you're coming home. It's not like things are going to change.
2.
Wisdom Teeth 03:32
You always recalled a relationship that I was not a part of Holding out on my adolescent days Your floral dress in Summer time All those photos that you take Won't you come back I'm afraid Cause my wisdom teeth have hurt so much Since you've gone away Oh this phantom pain It finds it's way around What I could've been but still I'll keep you stored away In my youth everyday You played your part right through With a heart and mind That belonged decades before you were born You tip-toed into my mine Reached into your pockets Then you painted all the walls Won't you come back to the state Cause my wisdom teeth have hurt so much Since you've gone away Oh this phantom pain It finds it's way around What I could've been but still I'll keep you stored away In my youth everyday You played your part right through I don't remember much of it anyway You'll move on back to California And I'll move on through With blood in my gums You rested your head on my lap at our friend's house I'm sure I just romanticized this far too much So what You're still my greatest accomplishment That never was
3.
Quiet Life 04:29
I want a quiet life A stamp collection that sings to me Only to me I want a quiet life A log cabin filled up with leaves Only to me Sure I'll feel more alone each day Burn the bed and the marriage license Wait for my lungs to slowly fill with Water from your sister's early grave Divorce broke her fragile heart And I just tried to pick up the parts from you It always shows I want a quiet life A bathtub and it's fish I'll feed Only to me I want a quiet life A heartburn that brings me to my knees Only to me Sure I'll feel more alone each day Burn the bed and the marriage license Wait for my lungs to slowly fill with Water from your sister's early grave Divorce broke her fragile heart And I just tried to pick up the parts from you It always shows Sleep away the days for days Pray the cancer eats away Your skin and bone from down below the bed And then you'll forget the rest Sure I'll feel more alone each day Burn the bed and the marriage license Wait for my lungs to slowly fill with Water from your sister's early grave Divorce broke her fragile heart And I just tried to pick up the parts from you It always shows Stop freaking out
4.
Fair Weather 03:51
The love I felt, always changed with the weather But then you came along To drive those fears away Inside my mind, where everything stays The louder parts now quiet The wires never fray Time will tell A story we can keep to ourselves In a moonlit dream you'll fall asleep Safe inside my passenger seat On the backroads home To a place, where my heart will chase Your's around for hours, in an empty room Where no words need be spoken As long as I have you Because of you, my teenage self Won't neglect it's health again But I'm ashamed to say I think he ran The love I felt, always changed with the weather But then you came along In my arms you would stay Inside my mind, where your name it waits To be my sedative for loneliness and common sense Who needs it anyway On the backroads home To a place, where my heart will chase Your's around for hours, in an empty room Where no words need be spoken As long as I have you The love I felt, always changed with the weather I couldn't help at all Now I can't stop the fall
5.
Guest House 03:52
Truth be told I've come, to realize That mercy's connotations, don't coincide With any fragment of, ordinary life But I've been told with questions, the answer comes in time But if I live without you I've committed a crime But if I stay inside your guest house I'm doing just fine But the truth I'm blaming you And everyone For me If only I could find you, in absent mind Instead of in the wreckage, your first son left behind But who's to really say The choice was ever mine You never even stopped to ask me What I would've liked And if I live without you I've committed a crime But if I stay inside your guest house I'm doing just fine But the truth I'm blaming you And everyone For me Oh, for, me
6.
Spearmint 03:39
Swallow depressants Read birthday cards I kept Predisposition That bastard son I had I know I, I bother you Did you know, I bother myself all too well If I can't cope Than I'll sever All that I've known But what's better Than being free from everything Everyday And if I can't cope Than I'll sever All that I've known But what's better Than being free from everything All for argument Oh at the park bench Where you gave me spearmint To calm my stomach Then we drank until we were sick I know now, I bothered you And you know, that passive aggression All too well If I can't cope Than I'll sever All that I've known But what's better Than being free from everything Everyday And if I can't cope Than I'll sever All that I've known But what's better Than being free from everything All for argument Maybe I'll be free today Of over twenty-one years that I can't relate To anything or anyone so I'll go it alone Just like a rolling stone (And now you can't get off your back) I never saw myself getting older I die young Everyday If I can't cope Than I'll sever All that I've known But what's better Than being free from everything Everyday And if I can't cope Than I'll sever All that I've known But what's better Than being free from everything All for argument Good
7.
Voice memo from house party on March 10th, 2014: I don't know them anymore But I did love them Pace the halls where you once lingered I'll pass out on the carpet While I paint your picture With colors I'll regret I'm an architect of bitter form It's a shame my blood still runs warm Down and out it seems I'm a miserable wreck Full off self worth Saturating me Could've sworn you promised That we'd share the same breaths So batten down your door Take the key from under the mat I want to fight for your love Carly Lesko: I never pick up when you call It's a chore I don't think I'll ever get around To crossing off, so I'll break it off Calling your bluff You're no good for me, and I'm no good for you So let's make a pact to pretend we never met When we're in public Fighting the truth Could've sworn you promised That we'd share the same breaths So batten down your door Take the key from under the mat I want to fight Under your porch light I tried to propose You said I was crazy, and all that I know We got in your car and you drove all night Until I sobered up in the passenger side There we sinned in a church parking lot For the sake of being young I wore your breath as my Winter coat Even in the Summer months when your love is so cold You always said "It's never the right time" But what is the right time Am I on your mind You always say "It's never the right time" But what the fuck is the right time Am I even on your mind I don't know you anymore But I miss it I can recall the sound of your voice But the words are still a mess You are the wolf that brought flowers to my bed

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released August 16, 2016

Written, performed, & produced by: Brendan Machowski
Recorded by: Brendan Machowski
Mixed by: Paul Leavitt
Mastered by: Tim Pannella

Additional drums by: Alex McGillivray (Wisdom Teeth, Spearmint)
Additional vocals by: Carly Lesko (The Wolf That Brings Flowers)

Album art by: Tom Cadrin


Thank you to Mom, Dad, Morgan, Grandma, Nana, and the rest of the family (through blood and otherwise).

Thank you to Alex, Austin, Brendan, Carly, Cody, Eric, Haley, Jack, James, Justin, Kyle, Mike, Monica, Paul, Phil, Stephanie, Tim, Tom, and anyone else who was a part of my life during the lengthy and exhausting process of releasing this record.

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Charity Bliss Seymour, Connecticut

Alt-rock outfit from Seymour Connecticut, Charity Bliss blends gigantic pop hooks with noisy rock guitars. Multi-instrumentalist Brendan Machowski creates everything from stripped down folk inspired tracks to larger than life sounds.

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